i don't,..

there is always no answer to my question.. feeling really awful..

"in god i trust" tearing in my room.. just really thinking of things that will encourage me.. who? when? where? hahas. i don't know... i really don't... don't ask me.. maybe is the things around me? or isit a challenge that god is giving me? i don't know.. i don't know... i don't know..

when will the happiness come? ...