when home from school feeling tired and sleepy, but have to finish my work... feeling terrible once again for some reasons..

tomorrow is my birthday, wonder if its gotta be a good one. i think it would be. meeting verena and some other unknown people..

starting doing my homework after using computer,messaging playing guitar for a while... wet myself once again, feeling sick and tired of that. i feel like ____ .

hopefully i won't. i hate the now me. it just sucks. sucks a lot. sick and tired.. when will this feeling changed? i don't know..

hopefully i won't get scoldings tomorrow... feel like i need someone...